Christopher Calder was an Osho
follower for many years, but then he became disillusioned with that guru and he
wrote two articles where he explained the reasons for his rejection.
First Article
OSHO, BHAGWAN RAJNEESH,
AND THE LOST TRUTH
The hype - "Don't advise me. Everything
is clear before my eyes." — Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh (Osho) 1973
The reality - "Adolf Hitler’s violence with the Jews was far
more peaceful, because he killed people in the most up-to-date gas chambers,
where you don’t take much time." - "Thousands of people
can be put in a gas chamber, and just a switch is pressed. Within a second you
will not know when you were alive and when you died. Within a second, you
evaporate." - "The chimneys of the factory start taking you,
the smoke – you can call it the holy smoke – and this seems to be a direct way
towards God. The smoke simply goes upwards." — Osho's words from his
1985 book, From Death to Deathlessness.
_ _ _
During official testimony at the United States
District Court in Portland, Oregon, Ma Ava (Ava Avalos) stated that Ma Anand
Sheela had played a tape recording of a meeting Sheela had with Rajneesh about
the “need to kill people.” The tape was
played to Rajneesh's inner circle of sannyasins in order to strengthen their
resolve to carry out criminal acts. See the court statement.
Ma Ava stated under oath that "She (Ma Anand Sheela) came back
to the meeting and ... began to play the tape. It was a little hard to
hear what he was saying ... And the gist of Bhagwan's response, yes, it was
going to be necessary to kill people to stay in Oregon. And that actually
killing people wasn't such a bad thing. And actually Hitler was a great
man, although he could not say that publicly because nobody would understand
that. Hitler had great vision."
The explanation - "The difficult thing for people to understand
is that cosmic consciousness may feel wonderful, but it doesn't mean anything.
It has nothing whatsoever to do with virtue, honesty, intelligence,
wisdom. That fact is just one reason why religion and politics should
never be mixed." — Christopher Calder 2014
My first visit
Acharya Rajneesh was 39 years old when I first met
him at his Bombay apartment in December of 1970. With long beard and
large dark eyes, he looked like a painting of Lao-Tse come to life.
Before meeting Rajneesh, I had spent time with a number of Eastern gurus
without being satisfied with the quality of their teachings. I wanted an
enlightened guide who could bridge the gap between East and West, and reveal
the true esoteric secrets without the excess baggage of Indian, Tibetan, or
Japanese culture.
Rajneesh was the answer to my quest for those deeper meanings. He
described for me in vivid detail everything I wanted to know about the inner
worlds, and he had the power of immense being to back up his words. At 21
years old I was naive about life and the nature of man, and I assumed that
everything he told me must be true.
Rajneesh spoke on a high level of intelligence, and his powerful
presence emanated from his body like a soft light that healed all wounds.
While sitting close during a small gathering of friends, Rajneesh took me
on a rapidly vertical inner journey that almost seemed to push me out of my
physical body. His vast presence lifted everyone around him higher without
the slightest effort on their part. The days I spent at his Bombay
apartment were like days spent in heaven. He had it all, and he was
giving it away for free.
[UPDATE BY AUTHOR - I believe that the energy transmission
(contact high) that some high meditation teachers provide may someday be
explained by Quantum Entanglement, scalar waves (CIA on scalar waves), or by some other natural laws of
physics, not by anything supernatural. Science may eventually find an
explanation why students of meditation can often feel either good or bad
vibrations in objects owned by other people, and the good vibrations that
builds up over time in rooms that are used exclusively for meditation. It
may all seem very magical, but it is a complex manifestation of nature,
not magic.]
Acharya
Rajneesh at his best - Picture taken in the late 1960s
Rajneesh possessed the power of direct energy transmission, which is
known in India as “shaktipat.” He used this power nobly to bring comfort
and inspiration to his disciples. Rajneesh claimed to have the “third
eye” powers of telepathy and remote viewing, and for many years I believed that
claim to be true. However, in the 1980’s Rajneesh was unable to perceive
the tragic events at his Oregon commune which occurred directly under his nose,
so those claimed psychic powers are now in question.
[UPDATE BY
AUTHOR - This
point, written many years ago, may be incorrect. Rajneesh may have known about
and even ordered most of Ma Anand Sheela's crimes. I base this opinion on
Oregon court testimony which I only found out about years later.]
Many gurus boast of having mysterious psychic abilities in order to
attract new disciples and new money. Rajneesh's habit of getting his
helpers to investigate visitors so he could impress them with his knowledge of
their personal lives adds to my skepticism about the effectiveness of his third
eye. It was a fact, however, that those who came near him experienced his
incredible cosmic presence. One or two face to face meetings with
Rajneesh was all it took to turn doubting Western skepticism into awed
admiration and devotion.
One year earlier I had meet another enlightened teacher known to the
world as Jiddu Krishnamurti (see picture of J. Krishnamurti). J. Krishnamurti could barely
give a coherent lecture, and he constantly scolded his audience by referring to
their “shoddy little minds.” I loved his frankness, and his words were
true, but his subtly cantankerous nature was not very helpful in transferring
his knowledge to others.
Listening to J. Krishnamurti speak was like eating a sandwich made of
bread and sand. I found the best way to enjoy his talks was to completely
ignore his words and quietly absorb his presence. Using that technique I
would become so expanded after a lecture that I could barely talk for hours
afterwards. J. Krishnamurti, while fully enlightened and uniquely lovable,
will be recorded in history as a teacher with very poor verbal communication
skills. Unlike the highly eloquent Rajneesh, however, J. Krishnamurti
never committed any crime, never pretended to be more than he was, and he never
used other human beings selfishly.
Life is complex and multi-layered, and my naive illusions about the
phenomena of perfect enlightenment faded over the years. It became clear
that enlightened people are as fallible as anyone. They are expanded
human beings, not perfect human beings, and they live and breathe with many of
the same faults and vulnerabilities we ordinary humans must endure.
Skeptics ask how I can
claim that Rajneesh was enlightened, given his scandals and disastrous public
image. I can only say that Rajneesh's magnetic presence was identical to
that of Jiddu Krishnamurti, who was recognized as enlightened by every high
Tibetan Lama and revered Hindu sage of the day. I do sympathize with the
skeptics, however. If I had not known Rajneesh personally, I would never
believe it myself.
Rajneesh pushed the envelope of enlightenment in
both positive and negative directions. He was the best of the best and
the worst of the worst. He was a great teacher in his early years, with
an innovative meditation technique that worked with dramatic power
called Dynamic Meditation. Rajneesh lifted thousands of seekers to
higher levels of consciousness, and he detailed Eastern religions and ancient
meditation techniques with luminous clarity.
Acharya Rajneesh was born to a Jain family on December 11th, 1931,
in the village of Kuchwada in central India. The term 'Acharya' means a
religious teacher, and 'Rajneesh' means moon. Rajneesh's actual legal
name was Chandra Mohan Jain; 'Rajneesh' being only an unofficial nickname
acquired in childhood. Late one night in 1971, the man I knew as Acharya
Rajneesh suddenly changed his name to 'Bhagwan Rajneesh.'
The famous enlightened sage, Ramana Maharshi, was called Bhagwan by his
disciples as a spontaneous term of endearment. Rajneesh simply declared
to the world that everyone should start calling him Bhagwan, a title that can
mean anything from 'divine one' to God. 'Shree' is an honorific term for
master, so his most notorious full name, Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh, can be translated
as God Master Moon.
Rajneesh became irritated when I once politely corrected his
mispronunciations of English words after a lecture, so I felt in no position to
tell him that I thought his new title was inappropriate and dishonest.
That change in name marked a turning point in Rajneesh's level of
honesty, and was the first of many big lies yet to come.
Rajneesh lived in an ivory tower, rarely leaving his room unless to give
a lecture, his life experience cushioned by throngs of adoring devotees.
His isolation became even more complete when he moved from his small Bombay
apartment to a large estate in Pune, India, in 1974. As most human beings
who are treated as kings, Rajneesh lost touch with the world of the common man.
In his artificial and insulated existence, Rajneesh made one fundamental
error in judgment which would destroy his teaching.
"What you tell
them is true, but what I tell them (useful lies) is good for them." — Bhagwan Rajneesh 1975.
Rajneesh calculated that the majority of the Earth's
population was on such a low level of consciousness that they could not
understand nor tolerate the real truths. He thus decided on a policy of
spreading seemingly useful lies to bring inspiration to his disciples and, on
occasion, to stress his students in unique situations for their own personal
growth. This was his downfall and the prime reason he will be remembered
by most historians as just another phony guru.
Rajneesh's teachings were full of intentional lies and unintentional
falsehoods, which were born out of his own ignorance, gullibility, and Indian
cultural conditioning. His psychic presence, however, was 100% real and
extremely powerful.
Acharya, Bhagwan Shree, Osho,...all the empowering names taken by
Rajneesh could not cover up the fact that he was still a human being. He
had ambitions and desires, sexual and material, just like everyone else.
All enlightened humans have desires. All enlightened men have had
public lives that we know about, and all have had private lives that remained
secret. The vast majority of enlightened men do nothing but good for the
world. Only Rajneesh, to my knowledge, became a criminal in both the
legal and ethical sense of the word.
Rajneesh never lost the ultimate existential truth of being. He
only lost the ordinary concept of truth that any normal adult
can understand. He rationalized his constant lying as 'left-handed
Tantra,' but that too was dishonest. Rajneesh lied to save face, to avoid
taking responsibility for his own mistakes, and to gain personal power.
Those lies had nothing to do with Tantra or any selfless acts of
kindness.
What is real in this world is fact, and Rajneesh misrepresented fact on
a daily basis. Rajneesh was no simple con man like so many others.
Rajneesh knew everything that Buddha knew, and he was everything that
Buddha was. It was his loss of respect for ordinary truthfulness that
destroyed his life's work.
Rajneesh's health collapsed in his early thirties. Even before
reaching middle age, Rajneesh suffered reoccurring bouts of weakness.
During his youthful college years, when he should have been at a peak of
vigor, Rajneesh often had to sleep 12 to 14 hours a day due to an unexplained
illness.
Rajneesh suffered from what Europeans call Myalgic Encephalomyelitis
(ME), or what Americans call Chronic Fatigue Syndrome (CFS). His classic
symptoms included the obvious fatigue, strange allergies, recurrent low grade
fevers, photophobia, orthostatic intolerance (the inability to stand for a
normal period of time), insomnia, body pain, and extreme sensitivity to
smells and chemicals, a condition doctors now refer to as “multiple chemical
sensitivity.”
[See an Australian medical study revealing possible physiological
explanation for CFS. Also see a patient produced video explaining CFS.]
Rajneesh's trademark chemical sensitivity was so
severe that he instructed his guards to sniff people for unpleasant odors
before they were allowed to visit him in his quarters. People with Gulf
War Syndrome, MS, and other neurological and immune system illnesses are also
often highly sensitive to chemicals and smells. Rajneesh's poor health
and strange symptoms were a product of real neurological and immune system
dysfunction, not some esoteric supersensitivity caused by his enlightenment. Rajneesh
also had Type II diabetes, asthma, and severe back pain.
Rajneesh was constantly sick and frail from the time I first met him in
1970 until his death on January 19th, 1990. He thought he was getting a
different cold or flu every week. In reality he suffered from a chronic
neurological and immune system illness, Chronic Fatigue Syndrome, with flu like
symptoms that can last a lifetime. Rajneesh could not stand on his feet
for long periods of time without becoming lightheaded because he suffered damage
to his autonomic nervous system which controls blood pressure.
This neurally mediated hypotension (low blood pressure while standing)
causes fatigue, stress, and can lower IQ due to a lack of sufficient blood and
oxygen being pumped to the brain (brain hypoxia). In the 1970s, Rajneesh
often complained of becoming lightheaded immediately upon standing.
Rajneesh used prescription drugs, mainly Valium (diazepam), as an
analgesic for his aches and pains and to counter the symptoms of dysautonomia
(dysfunction of the autonomic nervous system). At his peak usage,
Rajneesh took the maximum recommended dose of 60 milligrams per day, a dose so
high that it is usually only prescribed for the short term treatment of the
seriously mentally ill.
Patients who take Valium regularly build up a resistance to the drug
over time, and higher and higher doses are needed to maintain its stress
relieving, hypnotic effects. Rajneesh also inhaled nitrous oxide (N2O)
mixed with pure oxygen, which he claimed increased his creativity.
[See Swami Parmartha's essay, Osho in the Dental Chair, about
Osho's habitual nitrous oxide use, published in Sannyas News -
http://www.sannyasnews.com/ PART 1 PART 2 ]
The nitrous oxide probably did relieve the sensation of severe
exhaustion and suffocation patients with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome often feel,
but it did nothing for the quality of his judgment. Naive about the power
of drugs, and overconfident of his ability to fight off their negative effects,
Rajneesh succumbed to addiction.
A number of disciples have claimed that Rajneesh was so intoxicated at
his Oregon ranch in the 1980s that he sometimes urinated in the halls of his
own home, just as heroin addicts and common drunks often do. I believe
this to be true, as the last time I saw Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh he was
inebriated to the point of becoming physically ugly.
He had the same washed-out look and foolish behavior I had witnessed in
drug addicts while working at a methadone clinic in the United States.
Rajneesh had miraculous mental power, but he was an ordinary human being
physically, and he could not tolerate the devastating effects of large doses of
tranquilizers.
On top of Rajneesh's physical illness, his massive intake of Valium
caused paranoia and greatly reduced reasoning skills. Valium addicts
often think the CIA or some other unseen villains are plotting against them, so
it is not surprising that he imagined that he was poisoned by the United States
Government. His reasoning powers became so damaged that Rajneesh actually
considered moving to Russia to combine his totalitarian form of spirituality
with Russian communism, an idea no sane man could possibly entertain.
Rajneesh publicly called for the assassination of Michael Gorbachev,
because Gorbachev was moving Russia to Western style capitalism instead of
Rajneesh's own brand of 'spiritual communism.' Historically, Valium has
been the drug of choice for CFS sufferers as it masks the unnerving symptoms of
dysautonomia and helps bring sleep. Rajneesh suffered from insomnia,
another classic symptom of Chronic Fatigue Syndrome.
Rajneesh was a physically ill man who became mentally corrupt. His
brief experimentation with LSD only made matters worse. Rajneesh's drug
use and addiction was a problem of his own making, not a government conspiracy.
Rajneesh died in 1990 with heart failure listed as the official cause of
death. It is probable that the physical decline Rajneesh experienced
during his incarceration in American jails was due to a combination of
withdrawal symptoms from his Valium addiction and an aggravation of his Chronic
Fatigue Syndrome due to stress and exposure to allergens.
After Rajneesh's humiliation and downfall in America,
he declared that he was 'Jesus crucified by Ronald Reagan's America.' In
truth, Rajneesh was a drug addicted guru who self-destructed because of his own
wrong actions. Comparing himself to Jesus was doubly dishonest, as he
himself had no respect for Jesus. He once undiplomatically proclaimed to
the American media that everything Jesus said was 'just crazy.'
"I went through the
abandoned city of Rajneeshpuram and saw things that were almost unbelievable.
Ma Anand Sheela's headquarters, a group of mobile homes pieced together,
was a hive of secret doors and hidden tunnels, her private room a command post
with electronic listening gear tapped into every room in the development. The Bhagwan's parquet-paneled quarters had nitrogen oxide spigots by his
bedside, and was surrounded by
huge bathrooms with multiple showers." — Jim Weaver, former
Oregon Congressman.
In the 1998 preface to Books
I Have Loved, Rajneesh's (Osho's) personal dentist, Swami Devageet, states
that Osho dictated three books under the influence of nitrous oxide. They
were Books I Have Loved, Glimpses of a Golden Childhood, and Notes
of a Madman. Referring to his own nitrous oxide use, Rajneesh
himself stated that "Actually oxygen and nitrogen
are basic elements of existence. They can be of much use, but for reasons
the politicians have been against chemicals of all kinds, all drugs."
Ma Anand Sheela, Rajneesh's personal secretary, publicly stated on the
CBS news show 60 Minutes that Rajneesh took 60 milligrams of
Valium every day. Hugh Milne, Rajneesh's head bodyguard, confirmed
Rajneesh's heavy Valium use, as did Swami Devageet.
The FBI knew that Rajneesh was a Valium and nitrous oxide addict from
their own investigations, and that fact was published in newspapers around the
USA, including articles in the Oregonian and the New York Times.
There is no doubt that Rajneesh became a drug addict except in the minds
of passionate Osho followers who don't want to admit the painful truth.
Rajneesh once jokingly referred to himself as 'the rubber hose Buddha,'
because he was always inhaling nitrous oxide through a rubber hose.
Rajneesh did not seem to realize that becoming a drug addict not only
devalued himself as a teacher, but to some extend discredited the very concept
of anyone becoming a 'Buddha.' If even an enlightened Buddha needs drugs
to get high, then what value is there in becoming 'enlightened' at all?
"People call me an ‘enlightened man’ -- I detest that
term -- they can’t find any other word to describe the way I am functioning.
At the same time, I point out that there is no such thing as
enlightenment at all. I say that because all my life I’ve searched and
wanted to be an enlightened man, and I discovered that there is no such thing
as enlightenment at all, and so the question whether a particular person is
enlightened or not does not arise. I don’t give a hoot for a
sixth-century-BC Buddha, let alone all the other claimants we have in our
midst. They are a bunch of exploiters, thriving on the gullibility of the
people. There is no power outside of man. Man has created God out
of fear. So the problem is fear and not God." — U.G. Krishnamurti
Upon his sudden death in 1990, there was much media
speculation that Rajneesh had committed suicide by taking an overdose of drugs.
As no disciple has confessed to giving Rajneesh a lethal injection, there
is no hard evidence to support the suicide theory. A compelling
circumstantial case could be made for such a scenario, however, with suicide
provoked by Rajneesh's constant ill health and disheartenment over the loss of
Vivek, his greatest love.
The
beautiful Vivek
Vivek had taken a fatal overdose of
sleeping pills in a Bombay hotel one month before Rajneesh's passing.
Pointedly, Vivek decided to kill herself immediately before Rajneesh's
birthday celebration. Rajneesh had threatened suicide at the Oregon
commune several times, hanging his death over the heads of his disciples as a
threat unless they obeyed his orders. On his last day on Earth, Rajneesh
is reported to have said "Let me go. My body has become a hell for
me."
The rumor that Rajneesh was poisoned with thallium by operatives of the
United States Government is entirely fictional and contradicted by undeniable
fact. One of the obvious symptoms of thallium poisoning is dramatic hair
loss within seven days of exposure. Rajneesh died with a full beard and
no exceptional baldness other than ordinary male pattern baldness at the top of
his head. Radiation poisoning, another fictional cause of his illness, also
causes dramatic hair loss.
The symptoms which may have led Rajneesh's doctors to suspect poisoning
are common symptoms of dysautonomia caused by Chronic Fatigue Syndrome.
Those symptoms can include numbness, standing tachycardia (rapid heart
rate upon standing), paresthesia (sensations of prickling and itching), nausea,
and irritable bowel syndrome, which causes one to alternate between
constipation and diarrhea. All of his negative physical and mental
symptoms were severely compounded by his own self-induced nitrous oxide
poisoning and heavy Valium use.
The only proven cases of illegal poisoning related to Rajneesh were
carried out by Rajneesh's own sannyasins. A sannyasin is an initiated
disciple, one who takes sannyas. In the year 1984 there were 751 poison victims,
including women and small children, at ten restaurants in the The Dalles,
Oregon. Rajneesh sannyasins attempted to take over the Wasco County
Commission by making so many people ill on election day that they could elect
their own sannyasin candidates.
Rajneesh disciples poisoned the restaurant's customers by contaminating
salad bars and coffee creamers with salmonella bacteria. Forty-five of
the victims became so ill they had to be hospitalized, making the case the
largest germ warfare attack in United States history. Sannyasins were
later suspected of trying to kill a Wasco County executive by spiking his water
with an unknown poison.
A Jefferson County District Attorney, Michael Sullivan, also became ill
after leaving a cup of coffee unattended as Rajneesh sannyasins filled the
courthouse. Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh never apologized to any of the people
who were poisoned by his own trusted disciples.
Members of Rajneesh's staff were poisoned by Ma Anand Sheela, Rajneesh's
personal secretary. Sheela had the habit of poisoning people who either
knew too much or who had simply fallen out of her favor.
Sheela spent two and a half years in a Federal medium security prison
for her crimes, while Rajneesh pleaded guilty to immigration fraud and was
given a ten year suspended sentence, fined $400,000., and deported from the
United States of America. As part of his plea bargain agreement, more
serious charges of racketeering were dropped.
Rajneesh and Sheela
Rajneesh felt that teaching
ethics was unnecessary because meditation would automatically lead to good
behavior. The actions of Rajneesh and his disciples proves that theory to
be completely false. Rajneesh taught that you should do as you please because
life is both a dream and a joke. This attitude led to the classically
fascist belief that one can become so high and mighty that one is beyond the
need for old fashioned values and ethical behavior.
Those unfamiliar with the Rajneesh story can read the book, Bhagwan:
The God That Failed, published by Saint Martin's Press and written by Hugh
Milne (Shivamurti), a close disciple of Rajneesh during his Pune and Oregon
years. Except for Ma Yoga Laxmi, Rajneesh's first secretary, and Vivek,
Rajneesh's main girlfriend, Shivamurti probably spent more time in close
physical proximity to Rajneesh than anyone in Rajneesh's adult life.
Mr. Milne's book is largely corroborated by Satya Bharti Franklin's
book, Promise of Paradise: A Woman's Intimate Life With 'Bhagwan' Osho
Rajneesh, published by Barrytown/Station Hill Press. Both
books are out of print, but secondhand copies can be obtained through amazon.com. There have been many other
tell-all books published on the same subject matter, but I have not read them
and I do not know the authors, so I do not mention them here.
Regarding Bhagwan: The God That Failed, I can verify many of the
facts Mr. Milne states about the life of Rajneesh in Bombay and Pune, though I
have no first hand knowledge of the tragic events at the Oregon commune.
My contacts with people who were there lead me to believe that most of
the facts Mr. Milne presents of the Oregon era are also highly accurate.
Hugh Milne is due great credit for a well written and entertaining book,
which is a sincere effort at complete honesty. On a few occasions,
however, I differ from Mr. Milne's interpretations of what the facts he
presents actually mean.
Rajneesh did not suffer from 'hypochondria,' as Mr. Milne suggested.
Rajneesh had a very real neurological and immune system disease which he
mistook for frequent viral infections. He became unusually afraid of
germs only due to his understandable medical ignorance.
I fully agree with Mr. Milne that Rajneesh suffered from
"megalomania," and will add that the short statured Rajneesh had a
Napoleonic, obsessive-compulsive, and extravagantly narcissistic
personality. Rajneesh even once publicly stated that he wanted to become
a 'benevolent dictator' of India. All dictators think they are
benevolent, but history proves the opposite.
Despite his claims of complete self-knowledge, Rajneesh did not
understand that expanded states of cosmic consciousness do not automatically
increase intelligence and wisdom. His delusions of infallibility made him
recklessly overconfident in his abilities to make sound judgments.
Mr. Milne suggests that Rajneesh used 'hypnosis' to manipulate his
disciples. Rajneesh had a melodic and naturally hypnotic voice which
would be a great asset to any public speaker. In my opinion, however,
Rajneesh's power came from the intense energy field of the universal cosmic
consciousness which he channeled like a lens.
Hindus call this universal energy phenomenon the Atman. As a
Westerner, I prefer more scientific terms and describe the Atman as a highly
evolved manifestation of Time-Energy-Space, the TES. [see The TES Hypothesis]
Hugh Milne's book records a day when Rajneesh admitted, while under the
influence of nitrous oxide, that there is no such thing as enlightenment.
I cannot confirm this event
through other contacts, but I assume Rajneesh was simply stating what U.G.
Krishnamurti has said all along, that the storybook fiction we accept of a
perfect enlightenment, full of infallible wisdom, is a big lie.
A powerful and expansive state of cosmic consciousness does exist in
humans who achieve it, but the way this condition is described by the religious
establishment is an egocentric fiction contrived by spiritual leaders to
control the masses for their own personal gain.
Enlightenment is not something you own;
it is something you channel
it is something you channel
Whatever term you use for the phenomenon of
enlightenment, it is scientifically accurate to say that no human being has any
power of their own. Even the chemical energy of our metabolism is
borrowed from the Sun, which beams light to the Earth, which is then converted
by plants through photosynthesis into the food we eat. You may get your
bread from the supermarket, but the caloric energy it contains originated from
the thermonuclear reactions of a nearby star.
Our physical bodies run on star power. Any 'spiritual' energy we
channel also comes from far beyond, from all sides of the universe, from the
complete TES (Time-Energy-Space), from beyond
the oceans of galaxies and onto infinity. No human being owns the Atman,
and no one can speak for the TES.
The Void has no ambition or personality whatsoever,
so Rajneesh could only speak for his own animal mind. The animal
mind may want its disciples to 'take over the whole world,' but the Void does
not care because it is beyond any motivation. The phenomena we called
Rajneesh, Bhagwan, and Osho, was only a temporary lens of cosmic energy, not
the full cosmos itself.
Rajneesh and the famous Greek-Armenian mystic, George Gurdjieff, often
used the power of the Atman for clearly personal gain. Both men used their
cosmic consciousness to overwhelm and seduce women. Gurdjieff was ashamed
of his behavior and vowed many times during his life to end this practice,
which was a combination of ordinary male lust backed up by the potent
advantage of oceanic super-mental power.
Rajneesh went even further and used his channeled cosmic energy to
manipulate masses of people to gain a kind of quasi-political status, and to
aggrandize himself far beyond what was honest and helpful to his disciples.
In Oregon, Rajneesh declared to the media that "My religion is the
only religion!" Diplomacy and modesty were not his strong points.
To my knowledge, George Gurdjieff never reached the extremes of
self-indulgence of Rajneesh, and he even warned his disciples not to have blind
faith in him. Gurdjieff wanted his students to be free and independent,
with the combined abilities of clear mental reasoning and cosmic consciousness.
Rajneesh, by contrast, seemed to believe that only his thoughts and
ideas were of value because only he was "enlightened."
This was a grand error in judgment and revealed a basic flaw in his
character. Unfortunately, when Rajneesh achieved the ability to fully
channel the power of the Atman, he failed to apply the needed wisdom of
self-restraint. His human mind so rebelled against Asian
asceticism that he failed to ensure that his borrowed power was only used
for the good of others. Rajneesh was driven by strong personal ambitions,
not just compassion.
"Power is the
ultimate aphrodisiac." — Henry Kissinger
Rajneesh left India in 1981, in part to escape
paying a four million dollar Indian income tax bill. As he disembarked
from a 747 jetliner to take his first footsteps in the USA, Rajneesh
declared that "I am the Messiah America has been waiting for."
[Milne, Bhagwan: The God That Failed] After a brief stay in
a newly acquired castle styled home in Montclair, New Jersey, Rajneesh bought
the 64,000 acre Big Muddy cattle ranch near the small town of Antelope in
eastern Oregon for six million dollars.
Rajneesh created his Oregon desert commune from his own powerful mind
and named it 'Rajneeshpuram.' He made himself the ultimate dictator, his
picture placed everywhere as in an Orwellian bad dream. J. Krishnamurti
called Rajneesh a 'criminal' and Rajneeshpuram 'a concentration camp under the
dictatorship of enlightenment.'
Poonjaji, Ramana Maharshi's famous student, referred to Rajneesh as 'a
pig' for building himself up in the eyes of his disciples to dishonest
proportions. Poonjaji's position was that even the enlightened remain
human beings, not saints or superheroes, and that we all share the same cosmic
identity no matter what our class and social standing.
U.G. Krishnamurti, a famous maverick anti-guru, was even more critical
of Rajneesh (see picture of U.G.). During the mid 1970s
Rajneesh deemphasized his own meditation methods and started selling Western
style group therapies as a way to gain income. It was difficult to make
money from authentic meditation techniques because they are all easy to learn
and can be done alone without the aid of a teacher.
One of the groups Rajneesh sold to students was the 'Tantra' group,
which was basically just male and female disciples having sex with each other.
U.G. Krishnamurti publicly called Rajneesh the 'worlds biggest pimp'
because "He made money from the boys and the girls and he kept it for
himself." In 1971 Rajneesh told me directly in a face to face
meeting that U.G. Krishnamurti was 'realized.' After much public
criticism from U.G., Rajneesh counterattacked by calling U.G. a 'phony guru.'
Guru wars aside, the totalitarian atmosphere of Rajneeshpuram was the
main reason I did not stay at the commune beyond two brief visits. I was
interested in meditation, not in a big prison camp where human beings were
treated like insects with no intelligence of their own. When you
decapitate the intelligence of human beings you create a situation that is highly
dangerous and destructive to the human spirit.
You cannot save people from their egos by demanding "total
surrender." The antidemocratic technique of forcing blind obedience
did not work well for Hitler, Stalin, or for Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh.
Germany, Russia, and the Rajneesh Oregon commune were all destroyed by
authoritarian imperial rule. A diversity of opinion is always healthy
because it acts as an effective counterbalance to the myopic arrogance of those
who would be king.
Rajneesh never understood this truth of history and referred to
democracy scornfully as "mobocracy." Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh was
an imperial aristocrat, never a generous and open minded democrat, and he put
his contempt for the democratic process into highly visible action in Oregon.
In an attempt to subvert a local Wasco County election, Rajneesh had his
sannyasins bus in almost 2,000 homeless people from major American cities in an
effort to unfairly rig the voting process in his favor. Some of the new voters
were mentally ill and were given beer laced with drugs to keep them manageable.
Credible allegations have been made that one or more of the imported
street people died due to overdosing on the beer and drug mixture, their bodies
buried in the desert. To my knowledge that charge has not been
conclusively proven. Rajneesh's voting fraud scheme failed, and the
derelicts and mental patients were returned to the streets after the election
was over, used and then abandoned.
Rajneesh used people, spoke out of both sides of his mouth, and betrayed
the trust of his own disciples. This betrayal caused Vivek, his longtime
girlfriend and companion, to commit suicide by taking an overdose of sleeping
pills. Rajneesh even lied about her death, slandering his greatest love
in her grave by falsely claiming that she was chronically depressed due to some
intrinsic emotional instability. Vivek was never depressed during the
years I knew her, and she was the most radiant women I have ever known.
Vivek was a glowing student of meditation, but her only meditation
method was being with Rajneesh and absorbing his tremendous energy. When
her one true love collapsed into insanity, she took her own life out of
overwhelming grief. Rajneesh drove her to suicide because she could
not understand nor tolerate his mental decline and collapse. Rajneesh
lied about her death to avoid taking responsibility for his own bizarre
behavior, which was the underlying cause of Vivek's despair.
The young Acharya Rajneesh started his life as a teacher who condemned
false gurus, and he ended his life as one of the most deceitful gurus the world
has ever known. The difficult fact to comprehend is that he was
enlightened when he was an anti-guru puritan, and he was still enlightened when
he was the ultimate corrupt, self-indulgent guru himself.
Rajneesh destroyed his own teaching because he discarded truthfulness in
favor of what he thought were useful lies. Once you make that wrong turn,
away from ordinary straightforward truth, you have lost your way. No
human being can disregard fact on a regular basis without finding himself
in a sea of turmoil, because by discarding fact you discard the ground beneath
your feet. Little lies grow into big lies, and the now hidden truth becomes
your enemy, not your ally and friend.
Rajneesh overestimated himself and underestimated his own disciples.
The real seekers around him could have easily handled the truth and were
already motivated without the need for propaganda. Rajneesh had been a
famous guru for such a long time that he came to see himself in grandiose
terms. He was indeed an historic figure, but he was not the perfect
superhuman he pretended to be. No one is! His disciples deserved
honesty, but he fed them fairy tales 'to give them faith.'
Jiddu Krishnamurti had been more honest than Rajneesh in repeating
relentlessly that due to the intrinsic nature of the universe 'there is no
authority.' Ardent Rajneesh disciples didn't heed J. Krishnamurti's
warnings and put blind faith in a man who claimed to be all-seeing, to have all
the answers, and who once in 1975 brashly stated that he had never made a
single mistake in his entire life. Clearly, Rajneesh made as many
mistakes as any human being. Just as obviously, his basic existential
enlightenment was no guarantee of functional pragmatic wisdom.
Rajneesh was a brilliant philosopher, but he was a lost babe in the
woods when it came to the world of science. Worried about worldwide
overpopulation, Rajneesh pressured his disciples to undergo sexual reproduction
sterilization procedures. Unfortunately, he did not consider the demographics
of population growth.
The current population expansion is largely a phenomena of poor Third
World nations, not a problem originating in the USA, Canada, and Europe, where
birth rates are actually declining. North America and Europe are only
experiencing population increases due to legal and illegal immigration from
Third World nations. Having his Western disciples medically sever their
reproductive capabilities only added to this imbalance, and many former
disciples now regret they complied without question to his thoughtless edicts.
Discouraging followers from having families is a common device of gurus
to keep disciples from spending money on children rather than handing their
cash over to the guru himself. Childless disciples make better workers and
are usually more subservient.
Thus, sexual sterilization fit into Rajneesh's business plan and his
desire to create an army of followers who felt that 'only the relationship to
guru is important.' Rajneesh was the son of an ambitious Jain
businessman, and he was more like his father than he ever realized.
Rajneesh's enlightenment was overlaid on top of a mind attuned to
business and making money. Personality is genetically transferable, just
as height, weight, and eye color.
In the 1980s, Rajneesh declared that the AIDS epidemic would soon kill
three quarters of the world's population and that a major nuclear war was just
around the corner. He thought he could escape nuclear holocaust by
building underground shelters and slow the spread of AIDS by having his
disciples wash their hands with alcohol before eating meals.
His more reasoned admonition was for his followers to always use
condoms. To enforce his sexual rules, which also involved elaborate
instructions on the use of rubber gloves during sexual encounters, Rajneesh
encouraged his sannyasins to spy on each other, reporting the names of those
who failed to conform to his orders.
The disaster of Rajneesh appointing himself the singular great brain of
the universe was compounded by his lack of real world reasoning skills, and
this was apparent even before he started taking large amounts of Valium and
inhaling nitrous oxide. Rajneesh had no understanding of the scientific
method. If he thought something was true, in his own mind, that made it
true.
Rajneesh could weave magnificent philosophical dreams and addict his
disciples to imagined worlds of spiritual adventure, but those dreams did
not have to stand any empirical test of truth. In the world of science,
you have to prove what you say is true through testing. In the world of
philosophy and religion you can say anything you desire and throw caution to
the wind. If your words sound good to the masses they will sell whether
they are fact or fiction.
Rajneesh ruled his desert empire as a warlord with his own private army
and puppet government. His visions and ideas, faulty or not, were taken
without question as the word of God. His disciples were judged by their
ability to surrender to his will, and any opposing views were branded as an
unspiritual lack of faith.
As conditions at the ranch became progressively more unpleasant, a
number of sannyasins escaped by hiding in the back of outgoing trucks.
Their quest for freedom upset Rajneesh, who demanded that the
disillusioned must now ask his permission to leave. Rajneesh then dramatically
threatened suicide if others
escaped by stealthful means.
Rajneesh's poor reasoning became even more apparent during and after the
Oregon commune scandal. After being jailed and then deported from the
USA, Rajneesh angrily declared America 'a wretched country' and branded
Americans as 'subhuman,' ignoring the fact that it was he, an Indian, who
pleaded guilty to felony immigration fraud, and that it was Sheela, an Indian,
who ordered the most serious crimes which brought his empire to ruin.
Even in his fifties, Rajneesh was still lying to get his own way, and
still demanding to be the center of attention. In 1988, suffering from
drug and illness induced dementia, Rajneesh publicly pouted that his box of
toys, his expensive car collection and jewel encrusted watches, had been taken
away from him.
Rajneesh's disciples thought they were following an authoritative
"enlightened master." In reality they had been mislead by a
highly fallible human animal who was still a little boy at heart. Rajneesh had not only misrepresented himself
personally, but he misrepresented the phenomena of enlightenment itself.
The idealized fantasy of perfect enlightenment does not exist anywhere
in the real world, and it has never existed. The universe is far too big
and complex for anyone to be its "master." We are all subjects,
not masters, and those who pretend to be infallible and all-knowing end up
looking even more the fool as history inevitably proves them wrong.
"Nature does not use anything as a model.
It is only interested in perfecting the species. It is trying to
create perfect species and not perfect beings." — U.G.
Krishnamurti
The famous sages of old seem perfect to us now
because they have become larger than life myths. The long passage of time
has allowed their followers to cover up their guru's flaws, just as Rajneesh
disciples are currently censoring history to cover up Rajneesh's great
failings. Rajneesh was never more infallible than any other human being.
Unfortunately, cosmic consciousness does not automatically render greater
intelligence, wisdom, and honesty.
Rajneesh died addicted to Valium, and he experienced all of the negative
symptoms of drug addiction, which included slurred speech, paranoia, poor
judgment, and dramatically lowered intelligence. At one point his
paranoia and confusion were so great that he thought a group of German cultists
had cast an evil spell on him. His physical disabilities and drug abuse
were simply more than his mortal brain could take. His biggest flaw, his
disregard for the ordinary concept of truth, was his ultimate downfall, and for
that crime he must be held fully responsible.
"Never give a
sucker an even break." — W.C. Fields
Rajneesh lied when he said he had enlightened
disciples. He lied when he said he never made a mistake. Near the
end of his life he was forced to admit that he was fallible as his list of
bungles had grown to monstrous proportions. He lied by pretending that
his therapy groups were not mainly just a money making device.
Rajneesh lied about breaking United States immigration laws, and he only
admitted the truth after he was presented with overwhelming evidence against
him. He lied by saying that he was adopted in a phony scheme to get
permanent residence status. Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh was quite literally a
pathological liar. The ridiculous thing is that all of his lies were
totally unnecessary and counterproductive. As conventional and square as
it may sound, honesty really is the best policy.
Rajneesh lied when he claimed that he was not responsible for the
horrors of the Oregon commune. Rajneesh was responsible because he hand
picked Ma Anand Sheela and the people who committed the major crimes of
conspiracy to commit murder, poisoning, first-degree assault, burglary, arson,
and wiretapping. Rajneesh
himself gave direct verbal approval for Sheela's illegal bugging and
wiretapping of his own disciples. Rajneesh
never turned against Ma Anand Sheela until he started to suspect that Sheela
was stealing money from him.
Just one month before Sheela fled the commune, Rajneesh spoke of her
publicly, stating that "I have been preparing her like a sword. I
told her to go out and cut as many heads as possible." Later,
Rajneesh feigned innocence and claimed that Sheela was controlling him in spite
of the obvious fact that Rajneesh was the singular reason the commune existed.
Rajneesh was surrounded by thousands of adoring disciples who would have
gladly expelled or even jailed Sheela any time he gave the order.
Sheela did Rajneesh's dirty work, and the fact that she may have gone
further in her crimes than Rajneesh had planned does not exonerate him
of guilt. [There is legitimate reason to suspect
that Rajneesh directly ordered or gave verbal approval for most of Ma
Anand Sheela's major crimes.] Upon leaving the commune,
Sheela stated that she was tired of 'being his slave for 16, 17 or 20 hours a
day,' and tired of 'taking food out of the mouths of people to buy him watches
and Rolls-Royces.'
Rajneesh then publicly claimed that Sheela had extorted millions of
dollars from the commune. Sheela's response to his charge was that
Rajneesh had spent all of the money himself on his own expensive toys, and that
Rajneesh was bad at mathematics and 'can't count.'
Clearly, Rajneesh's insane purchases of dozens of bejeweled ladies'
watches and over 90 Rolls-Royce automobiles cost the commune many millions of
dollars. After her release from prison, Ma Anand Sheela continued to work
for a living without obvious signs of enormous wealth. Sheela committed
many crimes, but Rajneesh himself was never 'innocent.'
If a teacher puts a drunken sailor in charge of driving a school bus,
and the children end up dead, then the teacher is responsible for their deaths.
Rajneesh knew what kind of a person Sheela was, and he chose her because
of her corruption and arrogance, not in spite of it.
Rajneesh personally tutored Sheela in how to control and manipulate his
own disciples, and it was Rajneesh himself who encouraged Sheela's infamous
outbursts on the ABC television show, Nightline. In a cowardly
attempt to evade his own failings, Rajneesh changed his name to Osho, as if a
change in name could wash away his sins.
There was no publicly released evidence legally admissible in a court of law to prove
that Rajneesh ordered the germ warfare attack on the ten Oregon restaurants.
There was also no legally admissible evidence that implicated Rajneesh in
the plot to have a sannyasin pilot fly an airplane full of explosives into an
Oregon courthouse in order to intimidate the political opposition.
Luckily, the sannyasin pilot who was asked to perform that insane task
was not as dumb as the plotters, and he fled the commune without committing any
crime.
Rajneesh was directly responsible for the twisted mix of totalitarian
slavery and libertine indulgence that the commune represented. According
to highly credible published reports, Rajneesh allowed middle aged men to have
sexual intercourse with underage girls at the commune in the name of sexual
freedom, yet his disciples were not allowed to have a mind of their own and had
to totally surrender to the great Bhagwan's will.
Disciples were often forced to work 12 hours a day in cold and difficult
conditions, while Rajneesh himself experienced 'groovy spaces' in his private
heated indoor pool and watched countless movies on his big screen projection
television, all the while enjoying his daily supply of drugs. Rajneesh
showed his divine love for his disciples by squandering millions in hard earned
commune assets on his car collection and expensive jewelry, and all in the name
of egolessness and spiritual surrender.
Why
did Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh own over 90 Rolls-Royces? Why did Saddam
Hussein own dozens of luxurious palaces? Those desires were products of
the base animal mind of two men who grew up surrounded by poverty.
Enlightenment does not care about symbols of power and potency.
Looking for hidden esoteric
explanations for obsessive behavior is pointless. Is there an occult
reason that pop star Elton John often spent over $400,000. a month on flowers?
Is there a secret spiritual reason that Rajneesh had a collection of dozens
of expensive ladies' watches? The universal cosmic consciousness is
completely neutral and without any need to possess, impress, or dominate.
It
also cannot drive or tell time.
One of Rajneesh's most blatant lies was that 'the
enlightened one gains nothing from his disciples.' Rajneesh wanted people
to believe that everything he did was a free gift born of pure compassion,
and that he gained nothing personally from the guru-disciple relationship.
In obvious provable fact, Rajneesh gained much from his disciples:
money, power, sex, and the titillation of constant adoration. Just as
rock stars become energized by screaming fans at concerts, Rajneesh gained
emotional energy and support from his army of sannyasins.
The energy transfer was a two-way street, not a totally free one-way
gift. Being a guru was his business, his only business. Without
that income, at least on the physical level, he was just a short, balding,
physically disabled Indian man who could not hold a job. Rajneesh's very
real enlightenment would not pay his bills or give him the material luxuries he
craved.
Consciousness needs
entertainment to survive, and Rajneesh used his disciples as playthings for his
own amusement. Rajneesh had no bankable power of his own, so he could
only gain material power by manipulating others to do his will. The
equation was simple. The more disciples he attracted, the more power and
wealth he obtained.
During Rajneesh's incarceration in America, a
security video camera recorded Rajneesh while he was left alone in a waiting
room. Rajneesh looked bored and disgusted, just as any ordinary man might
be.
He didn't look blissful or enlightened at all. In my own opinion
that video clip revealed the stark truth about the phenomenon we call
'enlightenment.' The realization of the Void is not enough for anyone.
All human animals, enlightened or not, need social interaction and the
comforts of the material world to be content.
Rajneesh, on so many levels, was just an ordinary man. Sexually he
was even less than ordinary. Pretending to be a great Tantric in his
early years, Rajneesh handed out ridiculously bad sexual advice at a time when
he had very little first hand experience with sex himself.
During his Bombay years, Rajneesh often grabbed the breasts of young
female disciples. On at least one occasion, he asked a couple to have sex
in front of him so that he could watch. The couple wisely rejected his request.
Rajneesh often asked women half his age to strip in front of him so
that he could 'feel their chakras.' To facilitate this practice, he
installed an electric lock on his bedroom door that could be activated from a
button on his desk. Rajneesh groped the breasts of two of my female
friends and felt the chakras of a third.
I soon began to realize that like so many other girl grabbing Indian
gurus that had made the headlines, Rajneesh on the human level was just an
ordinary sexually immature Indian male. My lady friend who suffered the
chakra feeling incident was so put off that she never came back to see him
again. He had told her 'Don't worry. You are mine now.'
That grasping statement had chilled her as much as the sexual advance.
The young woman was a student of Indian music and had previously been
sexually exploited by a famous Indian musician. She knew first hand what
many Indian men were like. Rajneesh proved himself to be predictably and
disappointingly the same.
After Rajneesh started having sexual intercourse on a regular basis, the
spiritual need for him to feel the chakras of his female disciples mysteriously
vanished. Rajneesh rationalized having sex with his female disciples by
claiming that the act would bless them so much that they would become
enlightened in some future lifetime. His admission, years later, that
there is no such thing as reincarnation made his sexual rationalizations appear
even more ridiculous and self-serving.
Rajneesh had much inside him that I wanted: light,
energy, and a vastly expanded state of being. Regrettably, he also had much
inside him that I did not want or respect. I do
not find fault with Rajneesh for having the same sexual desires that all men
have. I did find fault when he was dishonest and cruel for purely selfish
reasons.
While living in Bombay, Rajneesh made one young woman
pregnant through an aggressive and unasked for seduction. This was not
rape by any definition, but rather a case of psychic overpowering, which is not
against any law because no legal system recognizes that psychic powers even
exist. The woman was highly upset and forced by circumstance to have an
abortion.
In order to protect his image as a great
guru, Rajneesh lied about his involvement and claimed that the girl had
imagined the whole affair. The young woman told the American Embassy her story,
and that incident marked the beginning of Rajneesh's troubles with the United
States Government.
Nature has provided human animals with a strong, virtually unstoppable
sex drive to ensure reproduction of the species. Because of the
overwhelming importance and power of sex, most gurus, enlightened or not, have
maintained active sex lives which are often kept secret for purely political
reasons.
In his early years, Rajneesh lied about his strong sexuality by claiming
to be celibate. To be fair, this has to be understood in the context of a
rigidly anti-sexual and highly hypocritical Indian social structure.
Later on, after his position as a guru had become secure, Rajneesh
publicly bragged to the American media that he had sex 'with hundreds of women.'
All of Rajneesh's sex partners were his own female meditation students
who were used as his personal harem.
All human beings are animals, specifically mammals.
Scientists now believe that human DNA is approximately 93% the same as chimpanzee DNA. World
history, Asian mythology, politics, and the behavior of alpha male gurus makes
a lot more sense if you keep that unavoidable fact in mind. Our most
primal subconscious motivating forces come from the animal world, which we are
still a part of.
My last visit
The last time I visited the Rajneesh ashram in
Poona, India, was in 1988. The ashram was literally like a loud
convention of German Brownshirts (storm troopers) by that point.
Rajneesh, alias 'Osho,' was still very popular in Germany due in part to
his comments in the German magazine Der Spiegel, which were widely
interpreted as being pro-Hitler. Many young Germans, who were looking for
a strong and charismatic leader, were thrilled by his words. Those who
lost loved ones during World War II were justifiably shocked.
Even in the early 1970s in Bombay, Rajneesh made careless statements
which could easily be interpreted as being pro-Hitler and pro-fascist. In
one lecture on 'esoteric groups' he claimed that Adolf Hitler had been
telepathically propped up by an occult Buddhist group that Rajneesh himself was
in contact with.
During World War II it is well known that a number of Brahmin Indian
yogis and Japanese "Zen masters" had supported the Axis cause and the
extermination of the 'inferior races,' so Rajneesh's claim was not entirely
surprising, if not totally believable.
In Pune, Rajneesh gave an infamous lecture in which he stated that Jews
had given Hitler "no choice" but to exterminate them. In his
last years, Rajneesh declared that "I have fallen in love
with this man (Adolf Hitler). He was crazy, but I am crazier still."
Rajneesh said that he wanted his sannyasins 'to take over the world' and
that he had studied Hitler to gain insight into how to accomplish the task.
For a man who portrayed himself as the world's smartest, highest, and
greatest soul, such remarks were proof to me that his drug use had destroyed
the quality of his mind.
Rajneesh's comments about Hitler could be discounted as obnoxious but
largely harmless hot air if it were not for the fact that he put many of
Hitler's techniques into practice. Rajneesh used Hitler's 'big lie'
method of mind control very effectively, and he demanded total surrender from
his troops (disciples).
Rajneesh condoned illegal spying on his own followers and used
informants to weed out the disloyal. Ma Anand Sheela, his personal
secretary, turned the tables on Rajneesh by bugging Rajneesh's trademark
high-backed chair, a betrayal his 'third eye' never detected.
The Oregon police later found Rajneesh's illegally taped conversations,
but due to rules of evidence they could not be used against him in a court of
law. The tapes were reported to be highly damning as to Rajneesh's
culpability in much of the commune's day to day illegal activities.
The chief investigator, who listened to all of the confiscated tapes,
claimed that Rajneesh's 'philosophy was not opposed to poisoning people.'
Does that mean that Rajneesh himself had either approved of or ordered Ma Anand
Sheela's most treacherous schemes? Without gaining direct access to the
tapes ourselves that will always be an unanswered question.
Rajneesh turned many of his disciples into the equivalent of armed
Brownshirts. I have received letters from several of Rajneesh's former
security guards who admitted they had fallen under the spell of fascism and now
regretted their behavior and attitudes. One wrote that he did not even
know how to meditate, and that the thrill of power was what kept him loyal to
his great leader.
In Pune, Rajneesh guards beat up an annoying local resident, his hands
held behind his back as the guards pummeled him. In Oregon, Rajneesh
guards were armed to the teeth with handguns and military style semiautomatic
assault rifles.
Rajneesh was never an admirer of Mahatma Gandhi, the great Indian
pacifist, but he did have a unhealthy fascination with Adolf Hitler, as well as
United States Army General, George Patton. According to Hugh Milne
(Shivamurti), Rajneesh watched the movie Patton over and
over again on his big screen projection television at his ranch house in
Oregon.
Perhaps Rajneesh's worst personal trait was that he could dish it out
but he could not take it. He constantly put his disciples through great
physical hardships, which resulted in serious illness and even death for some,
yet he himself lived in luxury and could not endure physical discomfort without
complaining loudly like a baby.
After his arrest on October 28th, 1985, at the Charlotte/Douglas
International Airport in North Carolina, Rajneesh was interviewed by ABC
television news. He began his jailhouse interview by crying in a shrill
voice about his less than royal accommodations in the slammer.
His high pitched whining was so weird and annoying that Saturday
Night Live, NBC's late night comedy television show, used the footage
sarcastically as a joke about 'God' complaining.
During Rajneesh's jailhouse appearance on the ABC television show Nightline,
Rajneesh gave evasive and dishonest answers to all of Ted Koppel's questions,
and he behaved as an unusually pompous and inept politician caught red handed
at illegal activity. Rajneesh claimed that he was not responsible for any
of the crimes committed at the commune because he was 'in silence.'
In proven fact, although Rajneesh had stopped giving public lectures for
a time, he had never stopped talking to Ma Anand Sheela and other close
disciples. Rajneesh was always the ultimate authority at the commune even
though Sheela committed some of the most serious crimes behind his back (or with his approval).
Rajneesh's favorite Rolls-Royce dealer stated that 'the Bhagwan' had
spent hours on the telephone talking to him about his often weekly purchases of
new automobiles. Most of his over 90 Rolls-Royces were paid for from
general commune funds on his direct orders, not just 'gifts' from outsiders as
he would later try to claim.
Rajneesh was the only person who wanted the cars and he was the only
person allowed to drive them. After bankrupting the commune, Rajneesh claimed
that the automobiles were owned by the commune, not by him.
In his Nightline interview, Rajneesh pretended not to know that
he was leaving the United States during his attempt to escape an impending
federal arrest warrant on racketeering and immigration charges.
Rajneesh's defense was that he was innocently sleeping when police
boarded the private jet he had hired to fly to Bermuda.
Rajneesh said that he thought Bermuda was just another American state,
and that he was going on vacation to rest and to escape 'death threats.'
The authorities later learned that a Rajneesh disciple with ties to the
United States Justice Department had tipped off Rajneesh about his impending
arrest. His own sannyasins had not even known that he had left the
commune until they learned from the media of the arrest of Rajneesh and several
followers at the North Carolina airport.
The sad fact was their great 'enlightened' guru had secretly abandoned
his own disciples, leaving them to face the music on their own. The luggage
of Rajneesh and his companions was searched and found to contain a bag of cash,
a box of expensive jewel encrusted watches, and a handgun.
The Rajneesh cult had little luck winning over American television
viewers. Ma Anand Sheela disgraced herself on Nightline weeks
earlier by bursting into loud obscenities, forcing Ted Koppel to take her off
the air. Saturday Night Live later broadcast a skit about an
auction with actor Randy Quaid selling off 'the Bhagwan's' over 90 Rolls-Royce
automobiles.
Years later, the The Simpsons, the FOX television network's
wildly popular cartoon show, produced a spoof of Rajneesh that depicted a white
gloved guru driving his Rolls-Royce down a muddy commune road as his disciples
felt joy at eating his road dirt. In the cartoon, the great guru tried to
escape the commune with bags of cash in a homemade peddle driven flying
machine.
"When it comes to gurus, take the best and leave the
rest." — Ramamurti Mishra
During my last visit to the Poona ashram in 1988,
Rajneesh was in silence because he was angry at his own disciples. He
wanted his sannyasins to demonstrate in the streets against some Indian
officials who had spoken out against him. Wisely, no one was interested
in creating a new confrontation. This spell of sanity among the flock
irritated Rajneesh, who canceled public talks as punishment. I was thus
only able to see him on video tape.
On the taped lecture, Rajneesh was ranting emotionally, and factually
incorrectly, about how the police in the United States had stolen his
collection of jewel encrusted ladies' watches. He said they would never
be able to wear them in public because his sannyasins would see the watches on
their wrists at airports, train stations, etcetera, and start screaming out
loudly that 'you stole Bhagwan's watch!'
His words and manner were so childishly irrational that he reminded me
of the suicidal cult leader, Jim Jones. This crazy old man, now called
'Osho,' was a far cry from the serene, dignified, and highly eloquent
Acharya Rajneesh I had met years earlier.
Obviously, Rajneesh was not 'egoless' as he had often claimed. The
human brain is a biologically created thinking machine that has evolved for
both personal self-preservation and survival of the species. The ego,
which is a selfish motivating force, is needed to protect our colony of living
cells (the physical body) from danger and to keep our cells replenished with
food and water. If you did not have an ego, you would not be able to
think, speak, or find food, shelter, and clothing.
Functional magnetic resonance imaging scans (FMRI scans) of Tibetan
monks and Hindu yogis have shown that during deep meditation the parts of the
brain that gives us a sense of location in time and space are less active.
If you slow down the thought process and at the same time reduce the
brain's sense of location, consciousness loses both its content and its
boundaries. You feel infinite, timeless, and empty.
This feeling of an infinite Void gives the false impression that ego no
longer exists. Egolessness is an illusion because the ego function is a
fundamental part of the basic physical structure of the brain itself. Ego
cannot be lost unless your brain dies, which will cause your entire body
to die.
Many enlightened humans have become fooled by the
reduction of the space localization function of the brain and believed they no
longer had personal selfishness that could cause trouble. Meher Baba
spent much of his life bragging about how great he was, yet in his boundaryless
consciousness he felt no personal ego. Meher Baba even proclaimed to the
world that "No one loves me as much as I deserve to be loved."
In truth, Meher Baba was very egocentric and he should
have realized that even the brain phenomena we call 'enlightenment' is no
excuse for bragging. The same fundamental misjudgment plagued Rajneesh.
He became fooled into thinking that he was above arrogance and greed, but
that was simply not the case. The ego is hard wired into our neural pathways
and cannot be destroyed unless the physical body dies.
Even enlightened humans have to mind their manners and
realize that the Atman is the wondrous phenomenon they should promote, not
their own temporary personalities. Ramana Maharshi had the right approach
in this regard, and that is one reason he is still beloved by all. Ramana
Maharshi promoted the Atman, the universal cosmic consciousness, but never his
own mortal body and mind.
Rajneesh's spectacular energy was proof that he was enlightened in the
Eastern, esoteric sense of the word. The Eastern, esoteric definition of
'enlightenment' is an energy phenomena gained only by those who are totally
open to the infinite power of the universe. The Western definition is
simply to be a very wise man, which Rajneesh, in my opinion, was not.
Even after returning to Poona, Rajneesh continued his
Valium and nitrous oxide use and seemed unable to learn from his own mistakes.
Rajneesh had often branded his critics as 'idiots,' yet in his final
years Rajneesh had no sane voice inside himself to say No! Enough is
enough! Like a deranged alcoholic, Rajneesh could not stop his own
self-destructive behavior, and the quality of his judgment dropped to below
that of even the most ordinary unenlightened human being.
Rajneesh had used the myths of Tantra to rationalize
his dishonesty and selfishness, and now he could not stop. Earlier in
life, Rajneesh had skipped out of paying a hotel bill, cheated a real estate
agent out of a commission, and obtained millions of dollars from his own
disciples through lies and fraud. In the end, Rajneesh had become a
hopeless drug addict as well, and no amount of spiritual rationalizations could
alter that fact.
Rajneesh's lifelong teaching had been that enlightenment is a state of
perfect egolessness which brought about wisdom, compassion, and in his unique
case, total infallibility. In the last months of his life, Rajneesh, now
renamed "Osho," finally admitted that the ego could not be destroyed,
only 'observed.'
The very basis of his demand for the total surrender of his disciples
was that the ego contaminated followers had to submit their will to the perfect
master, because only the perfect master had no ego and thus could do no wrong.
If this were not true then why should anyone surrender to another fallible
and corruptible human ego?
Rajneesh even finally admitted that there is no reincarnation, and that the very concept of reincarnation was just
a 'misinterpretation' of other phenomena. This shocking admission meant
that his previous frequent claims of being a famous guru in past
lives were pure fiction, designed to impress, manipulate, and control his
disciples.
Rajneesh's main teaching was based on souls, reincarnation, and
achieving freedom from rebirth (moksha) through spiritual practice. His
massive drug intake seemed to act as a truth serum at times, allowing
admissions of truths that he had previously kept secret in order to remain
in control of his cult empire. The course of Rajneesh's life and his
drug induced admissions proved to me that his most basic teachings were
wrong and a lie.
In his last days, Osho argued with his doctors to ignore their medical
ethics and give him even more nitrous oxide. Osho rationalized his drug
addiction just as a teenage boy might if caught smoking marijuana by his own
mother. The God 'Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh' had fallen down to the
stumble-drunk Osho, and a substantial number of his disciples were so addicted
to his artfully seductive words and false image that they could not even see
what was happening right in front of their own eyes.
In late 1989, in a final bizarre act, Osho ordered his dentists to
remove most of his teeth for no legitimate medical reason. If Osho had
suspected that the mercury fillings in his teeth were causing him health
problems, he could have easily had the old fillings replaced with modern white
plastic dental fillings. Why Osho wanted to have so many teeth removed is
a mystery to this day. Needless to say, their removal did nothing to
improve his health.
In the years after Osho's death, the Poona ashram has been turned into a
'cashram' and is run for profit. Color Puncture, Tantric Tarot, encounter
groups, and every crackpot scam in the book is being peddled by Osho disciples
for large sums of money.
I think back to the day when the just turned 40 year old Acharya
Rajneesh instructed a Japanese woman that "Meditation must not be made
into a business." The corrupt means have gotten so far out of hand
that the original intent of the ends has long been forgotten. It would be
wonderful to believe that enlightened men were perfect in every way. That
would make life simpler and sweeter, but it would be fiction, not fact.
The last picture
Below
is the face of madness and super consciousness living together. Unfortunately, one does not preclude the other.
Consciousness is just a brain function like memory, not a miracle
cure-all. Meditation does not solve many problems on its own.
Meditation gives us needed relaxation by making us
forget the very real problems we are all born with. Beyond a certain
modest level, enlargement of consciousness has no functional benefit
whatsoever. People take a very wrong turn when they equate expanded consciousnesses
with expanded wisdom and virtue. History proves super consciousness often
leads to self-deception and delusions of personal grandeur.
Cosmic consciousness adds emphasis and ecstasy to
life, but it does not change the final outcome of our lives, and it does not
help feed, clothe, and shelter the human race. There is no other
'spiritual' world for us to escape to. We are all here together sharing
this ONE WORLD, which is formed by living cells and time-energy-matter-space,
not by souls, reincarnation, and karma. Meditation is an absolutely
wonderful and spectacular brain phenomena, but we should not oversell it or we
create the curses of religion, cults, and 'belief systems' based on ignorance
and wishful thinking.
ADDENDUM
1. Dynamic Meditation
(Warning) This spectacular meditation method
was Rajneesh's trademark, and it remains a tremendously effective tool for
naturally expanding consciousness. Rajneesh never did the technique
himself because he didn't need to. He developed the method simply by
observing his disciples who would occasionally go into spontaneous body
movements during his early meditation camps.
When his judgment started to decline, he unfortunately changed the third
and fourth stages of the method into a pointless torture test. The
correct and most effective version of this meditation technique has four
stages, each lasting ten minutes.
Stage #1) Start by standing with your eyes
closed and breathe deep and fast through your nose for ten minutes. Allow
your body to move freely. Jump, sway back and forth, or use any physical
motion that helps you pump more oxygen into your lungs.
Stage #2) The second ten minute stage is one
of catharsis. Let go totally and be spontaneous. You may dance or
roll on the ground. Screaming is allowed and encouraged. You must
act out any anger you feel in a safe way, such as beating the earth with your
hands. All the suppressed emotions from your subconscious mind are to be
released.
Stage #3) In the third stage you jump up and
down yelling “Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!” continuously for ten minutes. According to
Rajneesh, the loud vibration of your voice travels down to your centers of
stored energy and pushes that energy upward. When doing this stage it is
important to keep your arms loose and in a natural position. Do not hold
your arms over your head as that position can be medically dangerous.
Stage #4) The fourth ten minute stage is
complete relaxation and quiet. Flop down on your back, get comfortable,
and just let go. Be as a dead man totally surrendered to the cosmos.
Enjoy the tremendous energy you have unleashed in the first three stages
and become a silent witness to the ocean as it flows into the drop.
Become the ocean.
Rajneesh unwisely changed the third stage of the method to rigidly
holding your arms over your head while shouting Hoo! Even worse, he
changed the fourth stage to freezing in place like a statue with your arms
still held awkwardly over your head. This method is not only
uncomfortable to the point of torture, it can also be medically dangerous for
those with an underlying heart condition.
Freezing in place makes deep relaxation impossible as it keeps your
mind's controlling functions fully operational. This holds your
consciousness on the surface, defeating the purpose of the exercise. The
point of the technique was to have three stages of intense action followed by a
fourth stage of deep relaxation and complete let go.
Rajneesh could never have practiced the freeze method himself, not even
in his youth. Asking his disciples to do it simply showed that he had
lost touch with reality. Rajneesh was a fallible human being, not a perfect
God.
I advise students to only use the enjoyable early version of Dynamic
Meditation. This wonderful technique was intended to grow with the
student and change as the student changes. After a few years of
practicing the method vigorously, the first three stages of the meditation
should drop away spontaneously. You then go into the meditation hall,
take a few deep breaths, and immediately enter the deep tranquility of the
fourth stage.
Rajneesh intended the method to be fluid, health giving, and fun.
Those new students who wish to experiment with Rajneesh Dynamic Meditation
should read the section on Cathartic Dancing Meditation in Meditation Handbook for further
warnings and details before experimenting with this powerful technique.
2. Rajneesh's (Osho's) books
Be warned that Rajneesh/Osho used words as a device to influence and
control people, and he was not concerned with speaking the truth. In my
opinion, less than 25% of what he said was actually fact, and his books belong
in the fiction section of bookstores next to Harry Potter and The
Lord of the Rings.
Much of his teachings represented a kind of self-serving spiritual
pornography, a mixture of false ancient teachings and his own ambition
motivated distortions. At his worst, Rajneesh came out with titles like The
World of Rajneesh and Autobiography of a Spiritually Incorrect Mystic.
This is like a prima donna television newsman who thinks that he is the news
story rather than the important headlines of the day.
3. Suggested reading
1)
“Bhagwan: The God That Failed” by Hugh Milne, Saint Martin's Press. Hugh's book contains the
sordid details of Rajneesh's fall from sanity. This book can be bought
second hand through amazon.com.
2) “Promise of Paradise: A
Woman's Intimate Life With 'Bhagwan' Osho Rajneesh” by Satya Bharti
Franklin, published by Barrytown/Station Hill Press. Satya documents much
of the strange corruption of the Rajneesh cult and describes in detail the
illegal sexual exploitation of children at the Oregon commune. Her book
is also out of print, but can be purchased secondhand through amazon.com.
Second Article
THE RIDICULOUS
TEACHINGS OF WRONG WAY RAJNEESH
Here are some of the lies, false prophesies, and
ridiculous teachings of Chandra Mohan Jain: alias "Acharya Rajneesh,"
alias "Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh," alias "Osho".
Rajneesh once claimed to have the ability to
materialize objects through the power of will, but he said he chose not to use
this ability as it represented a "lower state of consciousness."
Rajneesh was a man who conned his own disciples out of millions of
dollars, who owned over 90 Rolls-Royce automobiles, who had sex with hundreds
of young women half his age, and who ended up taking 60 milligrams of Valium a
day and inhaling enough nitrous oxide to inflate a dirigible. If the
exquisitely self-indulgent Rajneesh had the power to materialize gold and
diamonds, you can be sure he would have used it.
No human being can materialize matter out of thin air because of the
laws of physics, i.e., E=MC2. Just one ounce of matter
contains the equivalent energy of approximately 610,000. tons of TNT (610
kilotons), which is 46.9 times the power of the "Little Boy" atomic
bomb (13 kilotons) that destroyed the city Hiroshima in 1945.
No human being has that kind of power. If the ancient Indian myth
that materialization is an attainable mystic power were true, then India would
be the richest nation in the world, not one of the poorest.
Rajneesh once stated that it was possible to push
objects around by will power alone (psychokinesis), and he published an article
in his Neo-Sannyas Magazine about how this ability could be demonstrated.
Rajneesh stated that one should take a bowl of water and pour a layer of
cooking oil on top of the water, then place a metal pin on top of the oil and
the oil would somehow make the metal pin float. The next step was to
concentrate on the pin with your mind and order the pin to move around the bowl
like a little motorboat.
The first obvious problem with this experiment is that a metal pin will
not float on either water or oil under normal conditions as steel is heavier
than both water and oil. I tried this experiment myself and the pin sinks
to the bottom of the bowl immediately. Adding oil to the water does not
help the pin float.
The second and most important problem is that psychokinesis is not
possible, and those pretending to have that capability have been exposed as
frauds. Rajneesh never even tried the experiment himself, and this was
just another example of him giving false teaching without caring if what he
said was true. For him, it was all about getting attention.
It the book, Lives in the Shadow with J. Krishnamurti, it is
stated that when J. Krishnamurti was a young man he went with friends to a
casino to see if he could win a fortune by using the power of psychokinesis.
The scheme failed and Krishnamurti lost all of his money.
J. Krishnamurti was regarded by many famous yogis and monks as having
the same high level of psychic energy as Rajneesh, yet Krishnamurti failed at
moving objects via the power of his mind. The explanation for this
natural limitation of mind/brain is that consciousness evolved to control our
bodies, not outside objects. For moving external objects, nature provided
us with arms, hands, legs, and feet.
Note - Metal pins can be made to float on water under
special circumstances, but not under the conditions of Rajneesh's fatally
flawed experiment, i.e. ordinary sized steel pin as you get from a new shirt,
ordinary cooking oil, and no gimmicks to increase surface tension. The
point is he spoke without ever trying the experiment himself. A number of
organizations and magician James Randi have offered large cash prizes to anyone
who can prove the existence of psychokinesis, but there have been no winners.
Rajneesh once stated that "India does not need
high technology." India today is a world leader in computer programming,
and high technology is India's biggest money making industry.
Rajneesh once said that someone should "shoot" Mikhail
Gorbachev for leading the Soviet Union to capitalism instead of "spiritual
communism."
Rajneesh often had kind words for Adolph Hitler, but he had few positive
comments about Mahatma Gandhi, whom he considered too passive to be a good
leader. Rajneesh was no pacifist and often spoke of the beneficial
effects of war.
Rajneesh was an advocate of the ancient Hindu myths of
"Tantra," and in a lecture he defended the ancient Tantric practice
of parents having sex with their own children. At his Oregon commune,
Rajneesh allowed middle aged men to have sex with prepubescent girls.
Rajneesh used the myths of Tantra to rationalize all of his dishonest
and illegal behavior, as well as his own exorbitant drug use. If he
walked out on a hotel bill, cheated a real estate agent out of a commission, or
conned you out of your home, it was not theft, it was "Tantra."
In the early days Rajneesh handed out bad advice on "Tantric
sex," such as having intercourse with zero movement and concentrating on
the "third eye" (Ajana chakra).
When he started having sex himself he realized his errors and stopped
giving out this advice. Rajneesh failed to understand that he had a
responsibility to know what he was talking about before teaching others.
He also did not appreciate that it is unethical for teachers to have sex
with their own students, and he used his young female disciples as his own
personal harem.
By most accounts, Rajneesh was no great Tantric lover. One
eighteen year old girl told me that Rajneesh lasted for fifteen minutes, while
most other reports claim he lasted two minutes or less and that the experience
was basic missionary position with little or no foreplay. Despite
Rajneesh's irrational public statements about AIDS, it is reported that he
never used a condom.
Rajneesh once stated that all wars would end by the year 2000 as the
world would become so interdependent that war would be politically
unacceptable. Rajneesh later hired an advertising agency to advise him on
how to gain more disciples. He was told that prophesies of the end of the
world sold best.
After hearing that he started to predict worldwide nuclear war and
suggested that he and his sannyasins (initiated disciples) could survive in
caves and then reemerge to save the world.
Rajneesh claimed that the AIDS epidemic would kill three quarters of the
world's population, and he had his disciples spray their hands with alcohol
before eating and wear rubber gloves during sex to avoid AIDS transmission.
Rajneesh once stated that one could produce a Buddha by having sexual
intercourse with a woman for three hours straight, then nine months later out
pops a Buddha baby due to the long and blissful copulation.
Rajneesh stated this theory at a time when he had little experience with
sex. In addition to the absurdity of his basic premise, Rajneesh did not
understand that if sexual intercourse sessions last too long, women tend to
lose vaginal lubrication and men are subject to friction blisters.
Though his parents were alive and well, Rajneesh was
brought up by his grandparents. Throughout his life, Rajneesh was not
only anti-marriage, but also anti-family.
Rajneesh said that the mother was the cause of much neurosis and
therefore children were better off living away from their mothers. At the
Rajneeshpuram commune in Oregon, children were brought up in herds, and
Rajneesh suggested that it would be better if they did not know the identity of
their fathers.
Rajneesh's plan to control world population was that no one should have
children for 20 years and after that only through genetic engineering.
Rajneesh forcefully encouraged his disciples to undergo sexual reproduction
sterilization procedures.
In 1971 I gave Rajneesh a crackpot paperback book, Psychic
Discoveries Behind the Iron Curtain, and two weeks later he used it as the
basis for a series of lectures he gave in Bombay. In the early days,
Rajneesh did not publish hard cover books, only pamphlets that contained the transcript
of a single lecture.
His first English hardcover book (not a translation from Hindi) was The
Silent Explosion, which was a collection of lectures that I hand picked and
combined into a single book. I came up with the title and wrote the introduction
for the first edition.
A number of Rajneesh's other early English hardcover books, published at
a later date, were ghost written for him by Satya Bharti Franklin, a female
disciple from New York City. Much of Rajneesh's best material came from
other authors, as was the theme and title for my favorite lecture, Flight of
the Alone to the Alone.
Rajneesh did a excellent job of combining words and information from
other authors, which is a common and accepted practice. The issue I have
with his teachings is that he often pretended to have first hand knowledge of
facts he obtained second hand, and he taught many things that he knew were
false just to gain attention and expand his guru business. Rajneesh used
words to manipulate people, not to tell the truth.
Rajneesh bragged on many occasions that he had the
power of astral projection. He stated that if you had a powerfully
focused mind, all you had to do was say "out" and you were out of
your body. Astral projection first came to my attention while reading one
of his early Hindi books that had been translated into English.
Rajneesh spoke of his first out-of-body experience as a young man while
meditating in a tree. He said he looked down and saw his own body lying
on the ground near the base of the tree while his soul remained sitting in the
tree, still meditating. Can a bodyless soul sit in a tree?
Along came an Indian woman who touched his forehead and that brought his
soul back to his physical body and he opened his eyes.
I think the logical genesis of this story is that he simply fell out of
the tree and knocked himself unconscious. When people are knocked out,
they often have ultra-vivid, light filled dreams. Rajneesh must have
dreamed that he was still meditating in the tree while in a semiconscious
state and then woke up when the woman touched his forehead.
The problem with astral projection as an explanation is that we know
that consciousness requires specific chemicals and sufficient blood pressure to
exist. Even Rajneesh's extra large consciousness was dependent on the
glucose and oxygen carried by his bloodstream. If an immaterial soul
creates consciousness, then why would something immaterial need something
material, namely glucose and oxygen, to fuel itself?
Chemicals can only bond with other chemicals to release energy, so how
could chemicals bond with something immaterial?
Rajneesh took many sleeping pills during his lifetime, and he often
became lightheaded upon standing up. This clearly indicates that his
consciousness was dependent on chemistry and blood pressure. Even his
giant consciousness could be altered and reduced by chemical reactions and
reduced blood flow. Rajneesh's consciousness was a physical entity that
could not fly through space without need for chemical reactions and the brain's
neural-cellular structure.
If human beings actually had souls with separable consciousness, ask
yourself:
Why would humans need a brain at
all?
If your soul can see, think, and
move about at will, then why would you need a body?
What would power an astrally
projecting soul on its journey through space,...an astral propeller?
How can a soul see without eyes,
hear without ears, or navigate through space without a map?
What if an astrally projecting soul
got lost?
How would it find its way back to
its host body?
The Harry Potter style myth of a silver cord connecting soul to body,
reeling in and out like a fishing line, is so fanciful that I won't even bother
stating its obvious flaws. I believe Rajneesh felt he had to lie about
astral projection in order to convince the world that he had transcended his
body and was no longer governed by the laws of physics and the biological laws
of life and death.
Rajneesh once said that if he sat down next to a
plant, the plant would become so blessed that it would be born as a human being
in its next lifetime. He also stated that you could talk to plants and
ask them what medicinal value they have.
Scientists and anthropologists have found that traditional herbal
remedies were discovered by accident, or through trial and error
experimentation over centuries of experience, not by having conversations with
bushes, flowers, and weeds.
Rajneesh's lifelong teaching was that all human beings have souls which
reincarnate from one lifetime to the next, and we are all trapped in a
continuous cycle of birth and death until enlightenment sets us free.
He claimed to remember all of his own past lives and that he was once a
great Indian guru as well as one of the early Dalai Lamas. In his last
drug dazed years, he suddenly and briefly reversed himself and stated that
there was no reincarnation and that the very idea of reincarnation was a
"misinterpretation" of other phenomena.
I think his drug taking experiences made him realize that he was just a
human brain, as the drugs he indulged in, nitrous oxide and LSD, clearly reveal
the neural-cellular nature of consciousness.
Rajneesh thus briefly admitted in essence that his entire life's
teaching was false, based on myths and lies, and that he had no first hand
experience of souls, reincarnation, ghosts, or "bodyless
masters,"...all the attention grabbing headlines of his fairy tale
philosophy. His words were just a regurgitation of ancient myths, books
he had read, and his own vivid imagination.
Rajneesh wanted to be known as the greatest teacher since Buddha, and he
was willing to lie day after day and year after year to gain that
reputation.
Rajneesh had a problem with keeping his lies and fantasies straight.
In his early years he taught that souls evolved upward and downward.
He said that if you did not meditate, your soul would devolve downward as
your spiritual condition degraded. In later years he declared that souls
only evolved upward because "How can you forget what you have learned?"
If you know something as fact you can state it clearly and consistently.
For example, you know where your house is and you can describe to anyone
its location and how to get there. If you don't own a house and you are
lying about owning a home, then you can make up directions to a house that does
not exist and change those directions as the mood strikes you. As a con
man, you can even sell people houses that don't exist. That was Rajneesh
in a nutshell.
Ask yourself this question:
What does the average Mafia crime
boss or corrupt dictator want most?
The answer is millions of dollars, absolute power, a harem of women, and
a daily supply of booze or drugs.
Now ask yourself what did Rajneesh
want and get?
The answer is millions of dollars, absolute power, a harem of women, and
a daily supply of drugs. Rajneesh used myths of the occult and his
natural ability to influence people to achieve the same goals.
He could look you directly in the eye and lie without flinching, and
that helped him become a financially successful guru. Lies and fantasy
sell better than telling the simple truth, so Rajneesh decided to sell
spiritual consumers what they wanted to hear.
Rajneesh's own words and life history prove that he had no great wisdom,
and that he was subnormal in his understanding of science, mathematics, ethics,
simple logic, and common sense.
What Rajneesh did have was a tremendous power of presence and the gift
of hypnotic oratory. He fooled himself into equating his own raw
consciousness with intelligence and wisdom. Intelligence and
consciousness are not the same thing, and those with the most consciousness are
not necessarily the most honest and wise.
Even common street drugs like LSD can induce a kind of distorted state
of super consciousness, and hallucinogenic drug users are not known for great wisdom,
balance, and virtue.
Opinions and Possible
Explanations
It is my unproven theory that Rajneesh's vast
consciousness was the result of the unique structure of his unusually large
brain, which was created through his DNA code. If you look at his photos
you can easily see how incredibly big his skull was in proportion to the rest
of his body. That skull was filled with an extra large brain, not thin
air. [See picture of
Rajneesh's giant skull]
Magnetic resonance imaging studies (MRI studies) have shown that people
with large brains, on average, are more intelligent than humans with smaller
brains. My theory is unrelated to the issue of intelligence, because I do
not believe that 'enlightenment' in the Eastern esoteric meaning of the word is
intelligence or wisdom at all.
My first hand experience with the enlightened sages is that they have a
vastly increased energy output of the consciousness producing realms of the
brain. These areas are not responsible for the thinking and reasoning
functions of the brain.
My position is that you can be enlightened and highly intelligent, or
you can become fully enlightened with just average intelligence, and you can
find examples of both situations. It is also entirely possible to be very
wise and not even be a student of meditation at all. Consciousness is
just a brain function, like memory. Having a great memory by itself does
not make anyone a genius.
Consciousness beyond a certain modest level is nonfunctional, providing
humans an experiential thrill by making everything look and feel realer than
real, but increased consciousness beyond normal levels does not automatically
improve reasoning power, level of honesty, memory, or any other positive
virtues associated with healthy brain function.
People often become fooled into thinking they are great geniuses because
meditation makes them feel marvelous and full of light. I am
pro-meditation because I enjoy feeling good as much as anyone, but I oppose the
false teaching that wisdom is possessed only by those who live in a constant
state of super consciousness. World history backs up the position that
yogis, monks, and the famous mystical gurus are not the sole owners of human
intelligence, and they are often not very wise at all.
Bigger brained people may have an edge in the long-shot odds of becoming
enlightened because they may possess an expansion of areas of the brain that
are directly involved in the creation of consciousness.
Brain imaging of people who meditate regularly has shown increased
thickness in cortical regions related to sensory, auditory, visual, and
internal perception. If an individual is born with these portions of
their brain naturally enlarged due to their unique DNA structure, it is
possible they may be more prone to developing the phenomenon we call
enlightenment.
The enlightened heroes of Buddhism and Taoism are often depicted in old
paintings with extra large skulls and enormous piercing eyes. The
evidence shows that a large skull and brain is far more common in the
enlightened elite than in the general population, and this is just one of many
indicators that suggests that enlightenment is a physical, DNA based
phenomena. Some of the enlightened, as J. Krishnamurti and Ramakrishna,
probably had a form of temporal lobe epilepsy as an aid to their expanded
consciousness. Temporal lobe epilepsy is known to cause hyper religiosity and mystical
experiences.
Science has proven that DNA forms the human brain, not some immaterial
soul. Rajneesh, Ramana Maharshi, J. Krishnamurti, and many other sages
became enlightened between the ages of 17 and 21, just when their brains and
central nervous system became fully developed. The great spiritual
teachers were destined to become enlightened due to their rare DNA, not because
of any extraordinary effort at meditation.
Most humans who become full Buddhas become enlightened within 7 years of
beginning meditative practice, which is an incredibly short period of time to
achieve such a unusual and grand result. Some Buddhas never even had to
practice anything at all; it just happened to them without any apparent cause.
If you can comprehend that consciousness is a physical attribute that is
the result of the formation of complex patterns of brain cells, then you can
understand that enlightenment is a mathematically predictable probability.
For example, there are tall people, short people, geniuses and fools.
There are people with unusually accurate eyesight and supersensitive
hearing, and there are people who are blind and deaf.
The vast majority of humans need anywhere from five to ten hours of
sleep at night to survive, but a tiny percentage of humans have just the right
genetic code that allows them to live healthfully without any sleep at all.
They stay up all night long, awake and alert, every night of their lives
and they feel fine and are physically healthy. Human beings are subject
to a wide range of genetic expression and capabilities.
Consciousness is a brain function, and thus the mathematics of the grand
genetics crap shoot demands that a tiny percentage of the population will have
just the right DNA code structure to produce a continuous state of super consciousness.
All human beings are capable of super consciousness given the right
conditions, so the fact that some humans are born destined to live continuously
in an expanded state of consciousness should not be a surprise.
Meditation techniques do work, and with effort average individuals can
push themselves ahead in consciousness to the equivalent of 10%, 20%, or even
30% of a fully enlightened state. Consciousness comes in degrees of
intensity and fullness, and it is far better to be 30% enlightened than not
enlightened at all.
Tibetan Buddhists take 4 and 5 year old boys and stick them into
monasteries in order to grow their brains to become enlightened monks like so
many hothouse tomatoes. This strategy works to some degree due to the
neuroplastic nature of the brain.
If you start early enough, while the central nervous system is still
forming, you can grow the brain to function in a way that is conducive to
meditation, but not much else. There is a trade off in loss of practical
brain function when you devote your entire life to the vegetative state of
meditation.
Meditation is a passive and vegetative flowering of brain function, thus
no society can afford to have more than a small percentage of its young men
turned into celibate monks. This was part of the reason the Chinese had
such an easy time when they leisurely waltzed into Tibet in 1950.
Tibetans had dedicated too much of their cultural energy to their
religion to survive in a hostile world.
Our brains change and adapt with our behavior.
If you meditate day after day, year after year, your meditation becomes
easier and more powerful as your brain structure changes itself to accommodate
your lifestyle. This is what is meant by the term 'neuroplasticity.'
Tibet has produced many semi-Buddhas through the wholesale grooming of
children to become Buddhist monks, but India has always been the powerhouse for
producing full Buddhas, not just half Buddhas or near Buddhas.
Indian sages are almost always lone individuals who are born destined to
become enlightened. They are not part of any theocracy or army of monks,
and they usually become enlightened completely alone. Their enlightenment
does not come from virtue or past life experience, but from the Indian brain
structure which is the most suited to the super conscious state.
History shows that the genetic oddity of enlightenment is most prevalent
in India males, and this is a mystery scientists should explore. Tibetan,
Chinese, and Japanese monks have practiced meditation for centuries, but on
average they have had to work twice as hard to achieve half the results.
In the West, aside from George Gurdjieff, full dramatic enlightenment is
almost in total absence. To date, the West has produced many great
scientists, philosophers, artists, and scholars, but very few living Buddhas.
[See picture of George Gurdjieff's giant skull]
It is clear that the vast majority of religious heroes the world has
deemed enlightened have at least one of three genetically created
characteristics: 1) They are Indian; 2) They have an abnormally large skull and
brain; 3) They have a history of epilepsy.
The human brain is literally an electronic
device, constructed by nature in a mammal's womb, not in a factory.
The great myths of spirituality may vanish in the coming centuries as
the fascinating new science of what I call brain electrics is born. Our brains are capable of
displaying the most incredible light show, which we call super consciousness.
The brain can be studied, mapped, and understood.
The realms of the occult and mysticism are a misinterpretation of brain
phenomena that all humans experience to one degree or another at different
times in our lives, either spontaneously, through the practice of meditation
techniques, or through the use of psychoactive drugs. It's all in the
brain, and none of us know any world outside of the human brain because that is
what we are.
Note
Opinions expressed on this page must be viewed as the ideas of an
ordinary student of meditation. While I truly believe everything I say,
you should not believe anything unless you see it, feel it, and know it for
yourself. I make no claims of infallibility. In fact, I absolutely
claim fallibility. Also, this author suffers from dyslexia. If you
find any spelling or punctuation mistakes in any of my essays, please let me
know.
EMAIL = banbiofuels AT gmail DOT com
(Source: http://meditation-handbook.50webs.com)
No comments:
Post a Comment